Waiting

Craving escaping from moments of waiting!

Waiting and wondering and pondering still.

The waiting remains in silence and hating, 

A waiting against my will. 

Feeling the bleeding of cloudless rain weeping!

Swimming and spinning and sinking still. 

The weeping remains in quiet and screaming,

A weeping against my will. 

Thinking unblinking unquenchable seeking!

Evoking and hoping and coping still. 

The seeking remains in secret and pleading,

A secret that is my will.